lots of things happened recently. get criticize, get misunderstand by people. i do not voice it out doesn't mean i'm ok. i jus dunno how to react to all these.. jus pretend that i noe nothing..
when home alone, i do lots of thinking. i do not hope someone understand what happened, i jus hope somebody willing stand by me no matter what happened.
tears can't stop, at least not under my control. i wishing somebody with me now. i wanna lay on his/her shoulder n cry. it is so alone to cry alone. i dunno who is the somebody. the one supposed to be was living in his own world. and i'm alone.
wondering what should do tomorrow? not leaving too early because wanna spent sometime with him. yet, there's no place for me in his world. guess shall pack things n leave...
i'm so tired n afraid... i'm afraid..