安慰

你知道怎样安慰一个人吗？我不懂。最近心情有一点低落，我都需要朋友的陪伴。慢慢的，我发现是怎样的安慰直到心坷里。

在我不爽的时候，我不需要你来告诉我他是因为这样才会弄到你不爽，或我更不需要你来分析他可能不是故意或他不是有心等等的话来安慰我。更讨厌你要我大方一点。

我需要的是你站在我的立场，幻想若你遇到差不多的情况的时候，我的感觉，然后一鼻孔出气。

姐妹们，你在哪里？我一个人撑得好苦...

my teeth

i plan to blog about my teeth since de day i bk from the orthodontics last week. i dunno since when, i started to envy those who with great smile.. i want to have great smile like others too.. because of the unorganized teeth of mine, i started to smile by not showing my teeth.. =(

my teeth problem had bother me for quite a long time. i did planned to go for the orthodontics when i am in the 2nd year of my study in uni, but that time no one encourage me to do so. some of them told me natural is the best. i believe in natural also but still i am not happy.

i told my babe boy bout this problem after we had been together for few months. he encourage me to brace my teeth. i was surprise when he ask me to do so. he said, ugly for 2 years n u get what u wan for whole life. i feel touch when he gave me endless support.

i already done a checkup with the dr 2 weeks ago. last week Thursday, i went to the orthodontics at ss2 to start the bracing process. the dr took the x-ray of my teeth n do modeling of my teeth using jelly. after that she put something like a rubber between one of my teeth. she put total of 8 rubber. my teeth feel tight when she finish putting in the rubber. she explained to me that it will be painful at the next day and she gave me some painkiller. i cannot eat food like kuaci.

that night i felt hard to finish my tom yam bihun at oldtown coz it is really painful when i try to chew the bihun. jason, gary n han wait for the slow slow me to finish up the bihun. soree for them..

the next morning when i wake up, i felt great pain on my teeth. >< i packed my stuff n took plusliner to bk to BG coz need to revisit the eye dr on that weekend. i bought a sandwich as my lunch when i get into the bus, n finally i finish the sandwich by swallow it. =(

few days later i already use to it.. not so pain now.. =) but i am going to pluck 2 of my teeth in this coming thursday, n another 2 teeth the next coming thursday. actually i am so so so afraid. =( i wish that time i won't cry out like a little girl, coz there have been a long time i din pluck any of my teeth.

hope my babe boy have time to be with me. i really scare..
seemun, u muz jia you..!!

他是我的朋友－ Gary

忽然之间很想写一些关于他和我的故事。

他远在澳州，我们从没相约见过。那时的我15岁，他17岁。
认识他是在mirc的一个聊天室，那时的我很38，看他的名字可爱，就想撩撩他。
忘了是怎么开始，我们已经是感情满不错的朋友。
我们从来没有问对方什么时候会上线，或特地约好上网聊天。
无论我们相隔多久聊天一次，我们还是一样熟络，有说不完的话题。=)

记得有一次，我和朋友到怡保百利广场逛街，偶然遇到了刚回大马的他。
那时的我真的不敢上前去问“你是不是那个欠我生日蛋糕的鸭子？”（那时他的代号是duck)
那时的我真的很惊喜。^^
回到家后，看见他上线，为了肯定我不是白撞，就问他是否在同一天出现在我遇见他的同一个地点。
果然，我是对的！
第一次，我感觉到缘分的奇妙。^^

那一年我15岁生日，我没有收到他的蛋糕，因为他回澳州了。 =(
但是那一年，我收到了他送我第一份礼物。
那时通过ICQ，他送我他自己做的flash。
内容是他帮一只小猪过生日。
虽然那个flash已经不见了，但是我已经把它紧紧的收在我的回忆里了。

他最喜欢叫我全名，thong see mun!
连开始聊天也会“how r u, thong see mun?”

去年生日，他也有陪我倒数，不过是跟澳州时间。
他说过每一年都会送我蛋糕。
从15岁生日那一年算至今年快要到的21岁生日，他要欠下我7个蛋糕了。
他眼中的小妹妹，已经长大了。

×等着他回来还他的蛋糕债。

你再不回来，等我毕业存钱后，你就会在墨尔本见到我跟你讨债。^^
你答应我讨债之余还会带我到处逛的，希望到时有了女朋友后，不要重色轻友。

真的很感谢老天让我有遇见这么特别的一个朋友。^^
更感谢老天的眷顾，遇到他的之余，还遇到了一个爱我的男朋友。^^

我是幸福的。
我会珍惜我的幸福。^^