My Pretty Heart

2010-08-19T00:52:00.007+08:00

When I look at those pictures that I took in my convocation, I actually felt that I am pretty! Can I say that? Ha ha~ But the picture will be even better IF I am slightly slimmer that time! I bet you think so right? Ha ha ha~

Actually I felt it is kinda weird for me to ask around like "Coming for my Convocation this Saturday?".Honestly, I don't like rejection. Appreciate those who actually came without asking.

Appreciate Sze Teng who carry her DSLR and become my photographer of the day.

Appreciate Yee Leng who purposely come over for her BFF though she need to take public transport.

Thanks to Adelyn for driving all the way to Cyber though she not feeling well on that day.

Also appreciate those who pass by the place where I stand.. Ha Ha.. Here we got Jack,Tack, Andrew, WeiTheng and WeiShin.

Edit the post with more pictures when Sze Teng have done her Touch Up!!~

生活更新

2010-05-09T00:17:00.003+08:00

很久很久没有回来这个部落格了。之前，部落歌搬了新家，搬到http://munmunthong.blogspot.com去了。在新家，总是觉得缺了点什么。我通常都用英语在那里更新。可能自己的英语程度不够水准，要表达的，总感觉词不达意。无论如何，再次回来的感觉真的很好。

心里真的有一大堆话想要跟大家分享。我已经找到了一份正式的工作，成为了上班族。带着期待的心情，踏上我人生的另一个旅程。但是3个星期过后，我觉得我不太喜欢我现在的工作内容。然而，我却一直鼓励自己需要不断的加油。即使看起来容易的工作，也绝不能马虎。

或许我高估了自己的能力，在第3个星期，我就碰钉了。频频出现错误。上司传了一封电邮给我，说我没有跟清楚他要的方式处理工作上的事情。不知是我敏感，还是那封电邮真的带有责怪之意，我真的觉得很压力，很不开心。之后更因为想着那封电邮，心不在焉的又做错了其它事。那一天，我就忙着道歉。

另外，有一个同事，即将离职。他不但懒散，而且很不负责任。其实，我只是一个“牛鼻”，就算我的上司有教我部分你的工作内容，不代表我就需要替你完成你的剩下的大便！每天放工之前，就叫我帮你做你剩下的大便。态度还要以命令式。累！

一切一切就在一个星期内。压力！

在这段时间里面，唯一觉得欣慰的是，怡玲终于人在吉隆坡了。要相见或诉苦，则少距离近一些。我的小妹也搬来了。
他也终于要开始他向往的大学生活了。

希望一切会好起来。

是时候了

2009-07-31T11:34:00.000+08:00

其实我很庆幸身边有很多爱我和支持我的人。无论是口头上，精神上，或者是行动上的，都有。但是很可惜的就是我不懂珍惜。我知，我犯贱。

今天我下了一个决定，我要一个人继续前面的路，前面的挑战。我不想蹉跎爱我的人，因为我不懂珍惜，也可能因为我不懂当别人的女朋友。他值得一个比我更好的。我想趁这一段时间反省。有时，我难不免为没有找我做女朋友的人感到庆幸，因为我真的是一个可能只值１０分和不合格的女朋友。

不要说他已经对我的忍耐到了一定的限度，我对我自己的忍耐也已经到了极限。我很讨厌，但我却没办法控制。不要想说任何看到这篇文章的你愿意陪我走过，请不要。请让我一个人吧。让我自己找出另外一个我的存在。

很多次的离离合合，这次我下定决心让你自由。谢谢你的爱。你的付出和爱会被我永远收在心里面。

毕业

2008-08-11T17:28:00.004+08:00

毕业典礼为完成大学生涯的学长学姐画上美丽的句号。

对于毕业，我很期待。

我期待自己穿上毕业袍的那一刻，更期待能和家人分享喜悦的那一刻。

期待能和家人拍全家福，也很期待和菀婧一起拍毕业照。

看着学长学姐们抱着满怀的花和熊...我羡慕!羡慕! **

我喜欢百合花，喜欢不同的熊，喜欢猴子娃娃！(*暗示) ^^

每一年的八月，是我和全舞II的聚会。^^

今年，冲凉冲很久的庆源和有轻微洁癖的ah bee也有来。

我庆幸自己没有决定留在赛城为来着的mid-term做温习。

因为有留或否，我都知道会是0进度。(极度懒猪一只)

我拥有了很久没有那么开心的两天。^^

ah yi, hui qing, kah woh, liang he, moon ping, ah yang, cj, tommy
**祝毕业快乐! ^^

期待明年聚集的八月。^^

** 照片coming soon~ XD

安慰

2008-07-21T10:03:00.002+08:00

你知道怎样安慰一个人吗？我不懂。最近心情有一点低落，我都需要朋友的陪伴。慢慢的，我发现是怎样的安慰直到心坷里。

在我不爽的时候，我不需要你来告诉我他是因为这样才会弄到你不爽，或我更不需要你来分析他可能不是故意或他不是有心等等的话来安慰我。更讨厌你要我大方一点。

我需要的是你站在我的立场，幻想若你遇到差不多的情况的时候，我的感觉，然后一鼻孔出气。

姐妹们，你在哪里？我一个人撑得好苦...

my teeth

2008-07-15T00:16:00.006+08:00

i plan to blog about my teeth since de day i bk from the orthodontics last week. i dunno since when, i started to envy those who with great smile.. i want to have great smile like others too.. because of the unorganized teeth of mine, i started to smile by not showing my teeth.. =(

my teeth problem had bother me for quite a long time. i did planned to go for the orthodontics when i am in the 2nd year of my study in uni, but that time no one encourage me to do so. some of them told me natural is the best. i believe in natural also but still i am not happy.

i told my babe boy bout this problem after we had been together for few months. he encourage me to brace my teeth. i was surprise when he ask me to do so. he said, ugly for 2 years n u get what u wan for whole life. i feel touch when he gave me endless support.

i already done a checkup with the dr 2 weeks ago. last week Thursday, i went to the orthodontics at ss2 to start the bracing process. the dr took the x-ray of my teeth n do modeling of my teeth using jelly. after that she put something like a rubber between one of my teeth. she put total of 8 rubber. my teeth feel tight when she finish putting in the rubber. she explained to me that it will be painful at the next day and she gave me some painkiller. i cannot eat food like kuaci.

that night i felt hard to finish my tom yam bihun at oldtown coz it is really painful when i try to chew the bihun. jason, gary n han wait for the slow slow me to finish up the bihun. soree for them..

the next morning when i wake up, i felt great pain on my teeth. >< i packed my stuff n took plusliner to bk to BG coz need to revisit the eye dr on that weekend. i bought a sandwich as my lunch when i get into the bus, n finally i finish the sandwich by swallow it. =(

few days later i already use to it.. not so pain now.. =) but i am going to pluck 2 of my teeth in this coming thursday, n another 2 teeth the next coming thursday. actually i am so so so afraid. =( i wish that time i won't cry out like a little girl, coz there have been a long time i din pluck any of my teeth.

hope my babe boy have time to be with me. i really scare..
seemun, u muz jia you..!!

他是我的朋友－ Gary

2008-07-07T23:34:00.005+08:00

忽然之间很想写一些关于他和我的故事。

他远在澳州，我们从没相约见过。那时的我15岁，他17岁。
认识他是在mirc的一个聊天室，那时的我很38，看他的名字可爱，就想撩撩他。
忘了是怎么开始，我们已经是感情满不错的朋友。
我们从来没有问对方什么时候会上线，或特地约好上网聊天。
无论我们相隔多久聊天一次，我们还是一样熟络，有说不完的话题。=)

记得有一次，我和朋友到怡保百利广场逛街，偶然遇到了刚回大马的他。
那时的我真的不敢上前去问“你是不是那个欠我生日蛋糕的鸭子？”（那时他的代号是duck)
那时的我真的很惊喜。^^
回到家后，看见他上线，为了肯定我不是白撞，就问他是否在同一天出现在我遇见他的同一个地点。
果然，我是对的！
第一次，我感觉到缘分的奇妙。^^

那一年我15岁生日，我没有收到他的蛋糕，因为他回澳州了。 =(
但是那一年，我收到了他送我第一份礼物。
那时通过ICQ，他送我他自己做的flash。
内容是他帮一只小猪过生日。
虽然那个flash已经不见了，但是我已经把它紧紧的收在我的回忆里了。

他最喜欢叫我全名，thong see mun!
连开始聊天也会“how r u, thong see mun?”

去年生日，他也有陪我倒数，不过是跟澳州时间。
他说过每一年都会送我蛋糕。
从15岁生日那一年算至今年快要到的21岁生日，他要欠下我7个蛋糕了。
他眼中的小妹妹，已经长大了。

×等着他回来还他的蛋糕债。

你再不回来，等我毕业存钱后，你就会在墨尔本见到我跟你讨债。^^
你答应我讨债之余还会带我到处逛的，希望到时有了女朋友后，不要重色轻友。

真的很感谢老天让我有遇见这么特别的一个朋友。^^
更感谢老天的眷顾，遇到他的之余，还遇到了一个爱我的男朋友。^^

我是幸福的。
我会珍惜我的幸福。^^

babe's birthday @ lemon garden cafe

2008-06-25T23:56:00.026+08:00

23rd June 2008.. my babe celebrate his 22nd birthday with me at lemon garden Shangri La Hotel. babe enjoyed his buffet dinner very much.. ^^ so do i..

babe girl n babe boy

here is some pic from lemon garden..

my 1st round

Dim sum.. Dim sum ^^

mix fruit

chinese food corner

dim sum corner

noodle corner

Olyster, Crab bla bla bla

Sushi =)

Satay.. Yum yum..

the curry bar

here is some dishes most with cheese.. i dunno forget its name.. :p

salad corner

different kind of cheese

chocolate fountain =P

uncle @ pasta n pizza corner

opps.. dessert corner

fruits

hehe.. forget to take the ice kacang n ice cream pics.. =P

the buffet is at 98++ per person..

**if u already feel bored twds jogaya.. lemon garden is not a bad choice.. :p

14/6/2008 eason chen " moving on stage "

2008-06-16T00:04:00.001+08:00

昨天四点十五分就出门，准备去bandar tun razak和振会合。以为自己很好运，因为一出门就看见巴士来了，上巴士之前还来得急买一瓶饮料，怎知到了putrajaya sentral还是要等20分钟的erl。显~

见到振后我们就打算演唱会之前先吃晚餐，后来就到了一个在康乐附近的一个小食中心。我点的铁板伊面加蛋，真的是难吃到没有别家。咸之余还觉得那个伊面不熟，硬硬的，真的就想去骂那个买面的粗口。他幸运，因为本小姐等一下要去看演唱会，不要坏了心情，所以放他一马。他的面是本小姐吃过最烂的！

大概七点，我们就到了stadium merdeka。那里已经people mountain people sea了。由于第一次去演唱会，所以吵着要买荧光棒。怎知，给人当了水鱼。入场后才发现，那个荧光棒“坏坏低”，真的揸到！最后还把半支荧光棒掉到沟渠里。

陈弈迅演唱了很多首歌，其中一首让我印象最深刻的就是"lonely christmas".那时后的灯光配搭加上他的声音，令我整个人陶醉在其中。真的很棒！

我不是很喜欢他唱快歌，因为我觉得从慢歌中，他比较能发挥。当他唱慢歌的时候，有几次，我总觉得很感动，差点有要飙泪的冲动。我回忆起以前，中学的时候，和家人在一起的时候，和中学朋友在一起的时候。那时，真的很快乐。在这里似乎都找不到快乐。

整个晚上，我很期待他会唱“幸福摩天轮”，因为这首歌，我也很有回忆。我就是从这首个开始认识他。那时我的叔叔，一直repeat，让12岁的我要开始喜欢上陈弈迅。演唱会快要到了尾声，但是他始终没有唱“幸福摩天轮”，我真的很失望。终于end call后，他唱了，当时的我心中莫名感动，泪就这样流了出来。

他在台上休息的时候，会和来宾说说话。那时的他，我会觉得很他很靠近，有种近在此尺的感觉。因为平时他的访问，都是通过电视和报章，让我觉得遥远。

陈弈迅的歌，总是让我感动。每一首歌，我都觉得他唱到很有感情。他脸上的表情让我觉得他很投入他唱着的歌。

他的演唱会，让我知道现场show是无法和电台或CD里的歌做比较的。真的是值回票价。^^下一次我也会再捧场。

eason chen " moving on stage "

2008-06-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

yea.. yo yo.. i'm waiting to go for the 1st concert in my life tonight.

excited ^^

part I of my sem break - sakae sushi

2008-06-13T23:54:00.010+08:00

recently i was addicted to sushi. i went for sakae sushi 3 times in one month. ^^ after my house mate took me to sakae sushi once in sunway pyramid, i was totally addicted to it freshness n tastiness. =P

1st of the 3 times that i mentioned above was going with jenn. when i noe that sakae sushi having tea time buffet on weekdays from 3 to 6, which is only 24.90 for student, i can't wait to go with him. both of us like sushi a lot, but we seldom eat coz it is quite costly to us as student. the promotion in sakae sushi give us a chance to eat as much as we like. ^^

we order a lot of sushi till we can't finished it. actually it is not good for us to waste those food. i promise myself that i won't waste any food if i going to the buffet again.

oOooOoo.. sushi.. ^^

the 2nd of the 3 times was going with shiew mun n mun ding. they were my ex secondary school mate. :) 3 of us having a shopping trip to kl. though i stayed in kl n do lots of shopping in kl, but shopping with them is much more fun, coz we noe each others. (will be update as the next part of my sem break)

they like sushi a lot too, n i planned to bring them to sushi buffet at sakae. unfortunately, tea time buffet was unavailable due to school holiday. and finally we still decide to have our brunch at sakae sushi. each of us spent around 30 bucks per person. they enjoyed the food a lot n so do i. ^^

sushi that we ordered.. ^^

mun ding n shiew mun

the 3rd time of the 3 times was with jenn again. i was going bk to kl for my eyes checked up n jenn suggested that we go sunway pyramid after that. guess what i have for my lunch again? yeap.. :p was again, tea time sushi buffet. i am toally addicted. n this time, like what i promised myself, both of us eat all that we ordered n waste nothing. (opps.. may be jus one slice that we wasted :x)

*forget to take pictures this time.. =P

i was planning to sakae again with my ex cnye oc, coz most of them like sushi. i promise to plan for it before the sem break but due to the tons of assignment n coming exam, i break my promise. hmm.. hope i can make it at the 1st week of the sem start, so that we can gather again and enjoy the sushi. ^^

bb..

随性

2008-04-12T00:53:00.003+08:00

呵呵，刚刚回看了我在friendster的部落格，忽然有一种很久没有随性写部落的感觉。这并不是说我之前的文章都是特地想出来的还是什么，只是觉得现在和以前的感觉不同了。我似乎感觉得到我以前的那一种天真漫。那种单纯想说的感觉。

或许，经过一两年后的我已经不同了。所有的事情都在变，我觉得我已经不天真烂漫了。或许偶尔吧！那是我觉得真正的自己。或须在现实的世界里，天真烂漫更本不被准可。每个身边的人都在面对现实，每一个人都在为现实的变化找对策。我也不例外。

在我一生之中，我觉得我最缺乏得就是勇气。当我知道某些事情需要改变的时候，我就是没有勇气。造就了我迂腐的个性。没勇气的人或许注定也不会有成功。我的外表看起来很坚强，好像什么事情都有信心，但是我比自己想象中还胆小。就像我知道了我的问题，我也没有勇气踏出第一步，有的话，也没有勇气坚持。

有时候我觉得自己可以比其他人做得更好，但是，为什么我就是没有勇气改变自己。我承认我是一个没有立场的人，因为我糟糕到连想法也是跟随别人。在朋友堆里，我总是被呵护的那一个。中学时，有怡玲和琼，大学有菀婧。我是注定被呵护的吗？

因为我的容易受影响，那一天振如果真的离开了我，那也是我活该。怨不得人。因为我这样的个性，我们时常吵架。他不会像我朋友那样呵护我，或许在这方面他不会，他不希望让我一天一天的那样过。

改变是需要勇气。我没有勇气。在改变的过程是很辛苦的，尤其是一个人孤军作战的时候，随时都会面临崩溃。我曾经试过，因为根本每人了解你付出的努力，还一直指责。那时是我人生中最低潮的时候。

现在的我在困扰，我应该如何才能令自己更爱自己。不再受影响，完全做回我真正想要的汤思敏，让自己不要白活。要怎样？到底要怎样？

电脑设备的对话

2008-04-12T00:48:00.003+08:00

荧幕说：我好惨！每天给人看。。。
键盘说：我更惨呢！每天给人打。。。
滑鼠说：我才惨咧！每天给人摸。。。
光碟机说：我好惨！每天给人插。。。
Floppy说：我更惨！现在没人插我了。。。
USB随身碟说：谁有我惨？这边插完就去那边插！一不小心还要被感染。。。
Mother Board说：不要以为我被很多东西插会很爽，它们插进来后就都不动了，那才是难受啊！
。。。最后。。。。

音效卡说：还说呢！明明是我插你，为什么都是我在叫？！

××刚从朋友部落格里发现这个，所以想分享分享。=D

七步诗

2008-04-06T19:14:00.004+08:00

星期一要考两科，可是昨天我还是敢敢的去和振逛街，因为他最近都忙得很，难得有机会，趁着他去买fyp要用的东西，硬硬要跟。呵呵！^^

在回家的路上，忽然谈起说我的部落里最近都比较喜欢写诗。那时他就告诉我他最有印象的诗，那就是曹植的七步诗。

很久以前我就懂有这么一首诗，可是不太懂得欣赏，所以没有多加了解。自振提起后，这首诗时常出现在我脑海里，一直想要部落出来和大家分享，今天我终于踏出我懒惰的第一步。

煮豆燃豆萁，
豆在釜中泣。
本是同根生，
相煎何太急？

注:

釜是古代的一种锅
萁是豆秆

源起:

曹丕和曹植本是亲兄弟，曹植少年时就很聪明，能出口成章，下笔千言。曹丕当了皇帝以后，怕曹植威胁自己的地位，想迫害曹植，有一次让曹植在七步之内做成一首诗，否则就把他处死。曹植应声而起，没走到七步就做好了这首诗。曹植把自己比喻成锅里的豆子，把曹丕比喻成锅下面的豆秆。豆子和豆秆本来是生长在同一根上，现在豆秆却在锅下面燃烧，煎熬锅里的豆子，而锅里的豆子无力反抗。曹植用这个比喻，暗指曹丕我与你是亲生兄弟，应该是骨肉情深，真诚相至，但现在却是骨肉相残，表达了内心的悲愤。相传曹丕听了面有惭色。

清明节

2008-03-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

望着窗外下着的倾盆大雨，顿时令我想起小学时学会的一首诗。诗的名字忘了，但我还记得是这样写的...

清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂，
借问酒家何处有，
牧童遥指杏花村。

我不太明白为什么这首诗要问何处有酒家，又为什么是在杏花村？但是让人能一目了然的是，清明节时，一定是雨纷纷！

home alone in melacca

2008-03-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

hey.. i'm alone in wenhao's house in melacca. jinnie was out with her bf. hmm.. i was thinking what can i do when home alone. suddenly blofspot come into my mind, so i decided to blog down my feeling bout the return to melacca.

i am sitting alone in front of the comp, but what i was thinking was my bf. i miss him so much, coz today i din spent much time with him. i miss huggies from him, so i can cont my study journey for the coming midterm. i guess he need my huggies too, coz he need my support when he was facing his fyp project.. **huggies from me to my boy..

i was worried bout my coming midterm on tuesday. i got the worst ever result in my life during my gamma 1st sem. i can't believe 2 point something gpa was appear in my result. i feel regret to play too much. i work hmm.. quite hard for the 2nd sem, but seems my effort not really worked out.. but i still wanna thanks to my boy that teach me diffrential equation patiently.. treat my emo feeling as nothing though i do hurt him sometimes.

i was hopping that this sem result wasn't too bad. coz there is really some subject that i still have no idea in my mind, though next week already week 8 for the trimester. i do study for the last 2 midterm, but the result was not what i imagined. whateva, i do try my best, it is better den my lazy attitude when 1st sem.

now i wish that i can finished my 1 chapter den talk to my boy. den go vjn den sleep den dim sum, den shopping at mp n dataran pahlawan, n eat my favourite ice-cream there which i failed to eat at times square today due to lack of time, n go my most memorable event 3rd quan wu, den go bk cyber, den attend class, den study for the stupid software engineering midterm den bla bla bla..

finally.. i hope that god do hear my whisper, which could let my boy finished his fyp on time n can help him release his stress on his neck.. i really wish that..

i dunno why i suddenly wrote all these.. may be i am too alone.. =P

vote US

2008-03-08T09:39:00.017+08:00

haha.. there is one day before the election day.. my housemate edward, crazy in editing the picture..

here r some pic that he edited..

Me~^^

Ju Ting (Housemate)

Edward (Housemate)

Zhiyin (Housemate)

Lip Chung (Housemate)

Jia pin (Housemate)

Bird (Housemate)

Richard (Neighbour)

Joan (Juting's Gf)

Kok Full (Coursemate)

Mei Kuan (Bird's Gf)

回应菀婧的“记忆”

2008-02-23T18:08:00.003+08:00

菀婧是一个超会忘记东西的人...
已经不知从什么时候开始，我已经习惯了...
记忆这回事，当然有好有坏，
好的是每次她可以很快的忘了不开心的事，
坏的是当你更她提起A或者B时，她会以为是C或D... （很搞笑）
这些都不叫洒脱或不负责任，这叫懒惰... （我太诚实了，无奈是美德）
说了一万次说要改，还是改不了... （不是懒惰，是什么？）
常常看她发呆，原来是有原因的...
原因就是在想今天到底漏掉什么还没做... （忘了想我）
哈哈哈！

××所以她应该要很佩服我，因为我没有把她忘了**

和这个迷糊蛋认识也快要三年了。认识她一年后，我就单飞，前往赛城继续我的学业，她就留守在马六甲，等我得空得空回去陪她颠一两个晚上。很感谢上天，我们的感情不曾淡化。

她现在搬来吉隆坡了，我们靠着电话互相维持我们的友谊。

所以我有一种“人生有一知己，死而无憾的感觉”

镜子与眼睛

2008-02-13T11:13:00.002+08:00

从很久以前我已经很想写下关于镜子与眼睛的部落了，不过一直忘记。

昨晚当我照镜子的时候，突然有了灵感。

我觉得每个人的眼睛就像每一片不同的镜子。

比如说，楼上厕所和楼上厕所里的镜子，你或许会觉得楼下的镜子照到自己比较好看。楼上的就照到自己比较多雀斑等等。其实镜子里的影子是受到玻璃的品质和当时在厕所的灯光影响。

人的眼睛也一样。有些人觉得你很美，有的却不觉得你怎样，都是因为每个人的眼睛都像是不同的镜子。每个人的眼睛看其他人的时候，是参杂了平时那个人对别人的态度，言行举此，和熟悉度，所以不同的人有不同的看法。

写这个，只是纯粹的想表达我的看法。看不明白的人，请原谅我的不善于表达。呵呵～

the only reason

2008-01-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

i have this friend.. he told me the only reason for a couple to break up.

the only reason for a couple to break up, was not because u cannot stand for his or her emotion, was not because he or she lie to u...

the only reason for a couple to break up was one of them wanna end it..

if 2 person really love each other, there is no reason to end it..

others reason was jus an ECXCUSE..

crying babe needs shoulder

2008-01-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

lots of things happened recently. get criticize, get misunderstand by people. i do not voice it out doesn't mean i'm ok. i jus dunno how to react to all these.. jus pretend that i noe nothing..

when home alone, i do lots of thinking. i do not hope someone understand what happened, i jus hope somebody willing stand by me no matter what happened.

tears can't stop, at least not under my control. i wishing somebody with me now. i wanna lay on his/her shoulder n cry. it is so alone to cry alone. i dunno who is the somebody. the one supposed to be was living in his own world. and i'm alone.

wondering what should do tomorrow? not leaving too early because wanna spent sometime with him. yet, there's no place for me in his world. guess shall pack things n leave...

i'm so tired n afraid... i'm afraid..

女生

2008-01-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

昨晚我接到我女性朋友的一通电话。她很伤心有很无奈。

事情的经过是这样的，有一天，她和她的朋友B去走街买衣服。B急着要买衣服，因为她有一个很重要的地方要去。她有两个选择，所以她就问我朋友意见。

其实我朋友也是喜欢1其中一件衣服，只是她没说，她也知道B喜欢同一件。当B问我朋友意见时，我朋友就叫她选另外一件，因为B喜欢的那件衣服虽然是适合她的size，可是穿起来还是很松宽，所以我朋友个人真的觉得另外一件比较适合B。

事后的一个星期，我朋友和她的妹妹再去同一间购物中心，她妹妹说我朋友和B喜欢的那件衣服很美，而且很适合我朋友。因为我朋友体形比较大，所以那件衣服看起来不会像之前那么松宽。

在她下定决心要买的时候，她曾经想过B会不会生气，可是她觉得B是一个明白事理的人，所以才决定买的。回来后她也有告诉B她买了那件衣服。B也装作没事。

直到昨晚我接到朋友的来电，她说B和其他人说我朋友是个心机很重的人，说她骗B说B买的那件适合B，过后我自己去买B喜欢的那件。还说之前人家说我朋友是心机重B都不信，直到现在，B明白说，原来我朋友的每一句话都是有目的。

我朋友以伤心的心情度过了2007的最后一天。如果B真的真心当我朋友是真朋友，真心相信她的话，为什么最后为了一件笨衣服而去说我朋友出卖她吗？她之前说相信我朋友的那些话不是在自打嘴巴吗？

这种情况都会发生在很多女生身上，有时可能为了一个包包，一双鞋子，或一件衣服而怀疑对方。其实如果你不相信她的话，你又为什么问她意见呢？如果你真的不开心因为她买了你的东西，应该找一个方式和她谈，而不是在背后讲她。朋友的定义，相信的定义难道就这么肤浅？

中奖

2007-12-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

唷,猪simmy百忙中都想到我，哈哈，不中奖才怪！

(A.)被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再补上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他 8個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

(B.)這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

1. 现在最想得到是什么？最想找到人生目标！

2. 这辈子最快乐的是什么事？在马六甲的日子

3. 最喜欢的颜色？紫色

4. 如果有机会的话，你最想对你的他说些什么？对不起。

5. 你最想去哪个地方？为什么？罗马，因为很觉得那里的的建筑很有风格。

6. 最受不了自己哪个缺点？情绪

7. 如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办? 睡觉

8. 最害怕失去的东西？别人对我的信任

9. 五年内比较现实的目标是什么？赚钱

10. 遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？勇敢表白

11. 最喜欢的歌手是谁？没有特别喜欢的

12. 你希望你的另一半具备的条件是？不难看

13. 至今最令你后悔的事是什么？应该没有

14. 你最讨厌怎样的人？看不起别人的人

15. 觉得自己会几岁结婚、生孩子？未知

16. 去过最美的地方是哪里？小云顶

17. 你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗？攻心计

18. 你此刻的心情？无奈

19. 重要的日子你想跟谁庆祝？家人

20. 觉得人生最重要的事情是什么？活得精彩

被我点名的8个人就是：
1. Jinnie
2. AhBee
3. Fax
4. WeiHoong
5. Richard
6. Jenn
7. Christine
8. AhDoi

crazy day with housmate on friday

2007-12-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a crazy day with housemie. because we whole night didn't sleep was not because of the lab test for the next morning, and of course not for final, but is for group gambling.

our early babe, juting who alwiz sleep before 1 and wake up at 7 also can remain conscious for whole night. everybody was jus so high.

at 1st, there was jus 3 people playing mahjong, which is richard, me and edward. when downstairs become crowded because almost all house mate gather downstairs and watching 3 of us playing mahjung, so i suggest that lets play cards together.

all jus so high.. especially jiapin who have exam the next morning. he was gambling while study. he was so high though he losing money.

richard was the outsider of d-50b. he replace bird dy. if u can't find richard at d-53b or at campus, pls come to d-50b, coz he alwiz come to our unit and ask us to play mahjung with him. he is lan dou guai..

we gambling till 4:30 a.m. den we decided to go mcd for breakfast. we plan to rocks whole night. we have very nice chat. we talks about secondary school. laughings around..

here is some pic in mcd.. i forget to take pics when gambling.. haha.. =D

juting and edward ^^

richard (lan dou guai) and jia pin ^^

lipchung and chuuyun ^^

hehe.. i am camera girl.. so u guys can't c me.. =P neh neh!!

not sure

2007-12-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i jus not sure what should i write about, coz too much things come across my mind.

there's lots to learn when 2 become couple. i sure those who attached having the same feeling like me.

before i found jenn, my last relationship was end when i am in form 5. i have been single for 3 years. in this 3 years, i'm searching around for "the one" that we can understand each other and light up both of our life.

i'm glad that i found jenn, though we're not perfect match like those describe in the movie or novel, yet i jus feel happy. sometimes, argument do happened due to lack of communication and misunderstanding, but we still holding strong to each other because we know that we can go through.

and i noe that there is endless 100 days for us coming...

p/s: i have no idea why i wrote something like above, coz i jus wrote it with whatever came across my mind.. wish will not bring boringness to those who read my blog.

worried

2007-12-02T17:40:00.000+08:00

i have been waiting from the moment i wake up till now for jenn to bk to cyber so that i can c him. i msg him through sms to told him that i will be waiting him bk for lunch n we do maths together. (i got exam on the coming wed) yet, i got no reply from him till 2 o'clock. and his phone were off. so, i decide to have lunch with my housemate. after i bk from lunch, i still can't reach him through phone. i guess that he mus be having fun with his friend. i started to angry. every hour i tried to called him. yet i still can't reach him.

well.. worried replace angriness. i started to imagine what could happened on him. he never been not telling me where he is and let me worried like this before. i'm so so so worried. i buzz him through ym n nudge him in msn. i got no reply. i started to think who else can i contact to let me noe he is safe from all harm. i cannot concentrate in doing my maths.

till jus now 5:30 p.m. finally he replied me. he told me something like go sepang visit relatives, got in accident and his hp got no battery. i was stuck, coz i tot he is the one who involve in accident. den later on he explain that his cousins brother got into accident. i feel so relief that he is safe. i jus can't imagine i lost him in my life. i need him. thanks god so much.

i hope his cousins brother who was in icu will get well soon.

dear all my friends, do drive carefully.. u guys r someone in my life.. i cherish u guys a lot..

something from you

2007-11-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

遇见你是一种缘分，陪伴你是一种幸福，
如果你愿意，我会为你守候。

不要问我爱你有多深，我只知你已成为我生活的一种习惯，
可以不吃饭，却无法不想你。

两情相悦是一种快乐，幸福。
只因不易而更加地去珍惜。

思念是一杯浓烈的酒，亦甘亦苦，
饮尽酒，忘了人间悲愁。

有一种温柔叫做我知道，
就算你说你不好，我会一样对你好。

没有人值得你流泪，
值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

有一种快乐叫看你笑，
就算中toto,也不比这样更好。

有一种习惯叫做对你好，
就算一无所有还是改不了。

或许你只是世间凡人，但是对我而言，
你是我的整个世界。

bla bla bla

2007-11-29T05:30:00.001+08:00

i tot everything will be go on as planned, yet things was out of control. planned to go find jinnie today at uniten, but she was still in orientation, so canceled. planned to go one u for hair cut (jenn), but the shop was closed because we reached too late. planned to buy jeans (jenn), finally this is the only thing worked out. planned to buy a teddy bear cost 69.90, finally coz arguement. =.='''

things doesn't worked out like planned and bonus for 1 additional argument. hmm.. speechless. well, i do not own the bear finally. =(

this argument makes me think a lot. i noe i should be a little more understanding. yet, i can't hide my feeling (disappointment). i'm sad is not because i can't get the bear, is because.. i guess he already noe after i voiced out on our way bk.

now already 6 in the morning. jus feel lazy to continue and jus feel like bla bla bla..

bla bla bla.. jus feeling sad. bla bla bla.. jus wish u not thinking too much n have good sleep. bla bla bla.. jus wish u r not sleeping in the car. bla bla bla.. hope u recover from ur flu n cough soon. bla bla bla.. i care u. bla bla bla.. i miss u. bla bla bla.. i love u. bla bla bla.. give me bk my ring.. T.T

homemade meal ^^

2007-11-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

because didn't have lunch, that's why plan to have moderate dinner. finally decided to cook myself.. not bad meal! soup, egg toufoo, vege and cereal. =D me n jenn treat cereal as rice. =) taste good.

chicken herbal soup with chicken meat ball~ ^^ taste very nice!!

egg toufoo!

green green organic vege ^^

healthy cereal for jenn n me!

do u noe? jenn told me something when we having our meal. he said that when we eating at Japaneses house, we shall drink the soup given loudly. it is sign of respect n appreciate, and to show that the soup is really delicious. ha ha ha ^^ when there is a chance for u to drink my homemade soup, treat me as Japaneses ya. WinK :p

*make appointment with me if u feel to taste my homemade dishes.. ^^ ur request will be carefully consider. ^^ ha ha ha..

puchong yong tau foo on tuesday

2007-11-22T12:08:00.000+08:00

i was thinking to post or not to post. coz seems like everybody noe i'm diet-ing. he he, but i curi curi go yong tau foo. ha ha ha =D

here is some pic about the puchong yong tau foo with jenn. =P

the sauce~

the fishball and bitter melon~ =D Yummy

the taufoo pop~ =( oily yet taste good ^^

jenn with cute shirt ^^

the whole meal is about 19+ for 2 person include drinks. ^^ cheap enough. jenn eat a lot, i eat little.. :p

next time i wanna bring jinnie with me.. ^^

my heart is sick

2007-11-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

i have been thinking so long that what should i post on this blog after the renovation of my blog. didn't expect that this title will be the first post of mine after the new design.

my heart is sick. i'm blogging here is not to complain or criticize what, i jus wanna express my feeling about my life. act i'm not facing any serious problem. maybe for those who read my post will feel that what am i posting later it jus not big deal. yet, for me, i really feel uncomfortable in my heart.

i have this friend who not so close with me. but recently, i feel a bit unbearable because of the emotional problem that happened on her. i jus dunno how to deal with it. i'm playing my role not to care so much on other people's business but dunno why, my heart jus feel uncomfortable when he show me his emo face. i believe that peoples around her feel the same as me. i dunno what happened on her that makes him feel emo recently, but i jus wish she care for others people feeling like me.

i'm not sure whether i am a perfect emo handler, but i believe that now i am in the progress of changing. i still remember when i was emo in beta year, someone have told me before that unhappiness need not to show on face, coz will jus easily hurt others people feeling. i hope he can realize this facts.

wish my sickened heart will get heal soon.

笨思敏

2007-11-18T22:40:00.001+08:00

不可以在乱删除了！！！
爱你~~